working

well, today i went to work from 9-5.30pm. ouch. actually it wasn't nearly as dramatic as the first day i left wiley. i didn't cry, no one else did either. i pumped in a storage closet and on the drive home (bad, bad, i know). cecelia came over to help york out in the afternoon and i think that went well to give archer and wiley some attention one on one. york fell asleep immediately upon my arrival home. other than missing my family, it's the coming home knowing i have a mess to clean up, dinner to make, and a pump and bottles to hand wash that makes me really not ever want to go back to work.